Today I remembered past favorites and anchors. The smell of before, the hope that you would come back and we would grow together. I still buy your favorite chocolates, but I never eat them. I wish my hands could clap and vibrate instead of being tied. I don't even care anymore if it was acting... I want one last act. But you never acted, as you said... I just watched my life unfold and unravel.

And now I'm watching it again.